im so messed up now, not ready for anything yet. missed 12 hours of school without knowing it. i need more time. i feel so tired, with work, relationship, and now worse, school. how am i ever gonna make it through?

i dun wanna chicken out, but i have this feeling in me that, i might quit my job, quit SIM, and leave everyone behind to go aussie to study. tts way easier, isnt it?

its easier to just run away from everything.