damn tired.... zzz... duno who were u drinking with last night, anyways u like den go ahead ba. at least i told u the truth.. i guess i cant take care of anyone well, things always end up wrong. can't even settle work stuff properly. argh.

im not a player, i never meant to play with anyone's feelings. its just hard to say no to someone. 1yr and 4mths of memories together, how do u say bye and let go just like tt? its my longest longest r/s ever.. and i tried to put everything i have into it. it was so hard to initiate a breakup. no more smelling u, hugging u, playing with ur paws, digging ur ear, no more da bao and po lo bao. but still, its time to let go le my dear.. i'm sorry..