i realise every 14th of the mth i'm crying myself to sleep.
sigh....
we've been "together" for a year and a mth now..
thanks for friday, even though yesterday it was disaster..
but i guess u wun even bother to read this. lol.

looking back through our diary,
we've been quarreling since the 2nd mth together..
but the video u made, made me wanna hold on..
sometimes i wonder why did things go wrong..
i wonder why did i stop writing?
maybe its because, the entries were full of quarrels..
i seldom wrote our happy memories down le..
i continued writing for a while, though i know, u alr threw ur diary aside le..
den i stopped again. cos its not longer a story about us only..
i didnt wan my diary to keep of memories of other ppl..
i always thought it would go the way i wanted,
i just nv thought u would think differently..

sigh..
its the weekends again..
i used to spend it with frens, den u complained i neglected u..
now im always home on weekends..
but u dun even bother to call..
its too late ba.

quarreled with mum.
argh.