in the end, it was angel who noticed that u never thought about me. thanks angel, for that line. i couldnt continue listening, cos wad u said is a fact tt i dun wanna hear. frens will always be more important than a gf. i agree. :)

hopefully tonight u guys can talk things out. i'm not going le. i'm afraid, afraid of seeing that bitch. i admit, i'm afraid of seeing nessa, afraid that my wounds would open up again. afraid that i'll think of susan too. i'm just a coward. she's too powerful, able to break up frenships that lasted for donkey years, able to break up relationships as easy as snapping ur fingers. and i'm afraid to face her.

staying at home away from all of u is good. maybe one day i'll stop running away, just maybe.