If i didnt care, i wouldn't have...
`baked cookies and rushed down to tiong bahru for u
`waited for u to end work almost everyday
`changed my precious 90051101 no.
`ran off halfway every clubbing/drinking sessions to meet u
`panicked when auntie washed ur darling chouchou
`handwashed ur clothes when grandma nagged
`let u yell at me whenever u were angry
`yelled back whenever u insulted me
`endured sleepless nights without hugging my bolster
`tried to be romantic about the ring and spaghetti
`the list goes on....

so for once, quit saying i dont give a damn about u. cos it hurts.
my temper aint that good either, but at least, i dont vent my frustrations regarding other ppl on you. not asking u to shut up, but at least think before u speak. i want u to share ur problems with me, but there are times when i feel that u've got to accept the fact that working life sucks. everyone is putting on a facade to save their own asses.

im not a perfect gf, there are times when i just want some time for myself, to do what i wanna do. and thats when i dun pick up any calls or reply any smses. it sounds self-centred, but.. its just a lil time whilst ur working. is that too much to ask for?

and im certainly not romantic, i dont show my concern through lovey dovey acts or sweet mushy smses. im trying, especially for certain occasions. but in the end, u will complain about certain stuff, like the spaghetti being oily, etc. how would i feel? i went to collect the ring at 3pm, shopped for ingredients on my own, went home to cook, went back to amk hub to take a train to tiong bahru, all on my own.. in the end the first words from ur mouth was "TA MA DE!! NOODLES SO OILY U PUT THE RING INSIDE AH!" u were joking, but, wad i wanted was a hug and maybe a "aHHH~~~~ DEAR SO SWEET!!!" well, maybe i expected too much.

i admit that i flare up easily too, and i have lotsa pride. but u really make me feel like giving u a tight slap whenever u say things that u don't mean and make me guilty, like everything is my fault but ur blaming urself. its fcuked up, i tell u. its not called giving in, its called being annoying. if u wanna give in, give in willingly, not reluctantly. ur tone and body language always gives u away la.

argh.. really damn pissed just now. yet i nearly laughed out loud when i answered the phone and u were wailing like a baby. ur just so cute! hahas. cant stand u.

tanjingwen is such a big fat idiot :P