we broke up in the end..
im still living on, still breathing, but this aint me.
thanks sab, uncle, des, for being there, for a shoulder to lean on, for a listening ear, for making me smile.
i dun feel like doing anything, dun even dare to step outta my room in case i start crying again. just sitting here, watching time pass, looking at my pocketwatch.
is it karma?
or maybe we are just better off being frens.
but now, its worse than tt.
im still waiting, waiting for him to cool down, waiting for him to call me bevie again.
everything takes time..
im just scared, im running outta time to wait any longer..