merry merry xmas! :)

but it wasnt a very merry xmas for me though.. got sprayed by 2 grps of banglahs IN THE FACE while walking towards cuppage to find desmond to say hi. kel and i were damn pissed lah. she stared at the banglah and he still smiled back. wth! waited and waited, and he didnt come down, went back to tcc for supper with the parents. haha kinda awkward.. cos joe didnt come, and instead duck was there. went to east coast for the party ard 3am. played scissors drinking games, scissors-paper-stoned, played Wii, ate turkey, stoned. haha ben smsed me all the way, thx :) it was so hard to hold back my tears.. especially during the service. imagine me sitting between my bro and mum, and both keep asking wheres j wheres j. supper time, same thing. dad asked wheres j? haha. but.. maybe i shld be happy. at least they like him. grandma too. keep asking why he nv come? i think they think that j is super free to always come and entertain them man. -_-

im tired. everyday slp around 7am, everyday im crying like shiet. but im thankful tt theres ppl around me who seriously care.. and are always there.. thanks :)