i got drunk.
hes angry..

we've come a long, long way.
I'm surprised at how things have worked out.
sometimes i wonder if this is what we really want
or is it just to fill up the hole in our hearts
I'm looking at the pocket watch he gave me in KL
reminiscing our happy memories..

was reading all our old smses,
everything has changed now
u used to joke, now its just morning, call me, night, wru.
am i being too sensitive?
or are u too insensitive?

mum wants me to ask him along for dinner on thursday.
will we be alright by then?
even if we are alright,
he'll prolly be busy working.

am i really happy this way?
is he happy?