life's good. :)

feel so.. anti-social though. at work, at home.. dont talk much at work, just hope that oct will end soon! but it also marks the end of the hols.. :(

staying in my room most of the time now, mum keep coming in to try to talk to me, but somehow i keep pushing her away. its not tt i dun wanna talk, but im really damn tired to talk.. still not used to this room, the good and bad memories, everything happened here. cant get to slp at night. its tormenting, i realised.

getting agitated damn easily. need a break, but theres just no time. workin from 9-6pm, taking care of rain rain, coming home to unpack my stuff. weekends are also spent unpacking. trying to cheer everyone up, and its tiring as well. the renovation is still incomplete, wonder when those idiots are gonna come and paint the doors and fix the basins. argh. trying hard to do lotsa things, to push my limits. parents and bro seem so tired from moving. every night im running up and down 7 floors to throw cartons of rubbish away, bev is so noble can?! hahahah they just move the stuff to the corridor, and i run here and there. at least now, i AM putting in effort for this family. its freaking exhausting, but i guess its worth it, to see the smile on their faces. :)

finally bought my night light, so tt i can slp alone. but bev was so smart, tt she bought a night light without a bulb. lols. parents will be going back to ikea to get it for me. plus the computer desk, and my bean bag~~~ using mums lappy for now, no songs, no pics, no nothing. im bored. my scv channels got cleared, waiting for dad to call them to subscribe to the other channels. and im waiting for the new telly!! wooooot! its coming tomoro. hee hee!

tired, gonna slp soon..
nights... :)