right eye feels like its gonna burst. went with wei to boon lay place after sab's place. her dad treat us to Tiger. haha. i wanted to go home and rest, but ended up drinking again. -_- this time it was just 1/2 a mug. not so bad. had chilli crabs after tt. heavenly! her dad super lame. hahahha lotsa cold jokes. fun. just that i had to multi-task eating the crabs and wiping the crap from my eyes.

she's alright now, feel so relieved. thank god. :)



feeling so disappointed with myself.
wanna change for the better.
wanna stand up for myself.
do the right thing.
i'm really trying.

just don't give up hope on me.