scared..
and tired of selfish pple.
i give up.

last night was alright..
hmmm
ann qiang les zx hz xw don marcus @ Phunk
muahahha
spent the night watchin the Ger VS Arg match
first time i was so engrossed in soccer
but the other gers were bored to death =x
waited for cabs for quite some time,
les qiang and i were damn hungry
muahahha had yummy pizza at the restaurant near Devils
erica changda jinyong and junhui came too..
but don and marcus couldnt get in!!
they left earlier..
drank and drank and drank?
lol les print $ one..
he got 2 bottles.. so ann is a member too :)
finished the whole bottle..
and les rocks man!!!!
he ordered fries, calamari and nachos!!!
wooohooo~~~
and b4 phunk i had some bahkuteh
yeah, my appetite is gettin really huge..
the endin was kinda ugly.. hahaha
even the police was watchin..
someone got damn drunk
not me though, wehehehe
but i did sth dumb..
my hand hurts..
really touched.. by wad les and qiang said..
hahahha..
cried not because i was sad abt sth..
but because they were there for me..
to lend me their shoulders..
and they were supportive of me..
instead of just dumpin me aside when i told them abt it
couldnt really slp when we got home..
like merlions.. lol
everything kept coming out
put ann to sleep,
and i woke up 2hrs later..
damn hungry AGAIN
hahahaha
Botak called ann,
but i thought he was kang so i picked up the call
-_____________________-
we talked for 3hrs
both phones batt flat!
qiang finally woke up,
we ordered mac :D
talked quite a lot haha
realised tt im very lucky..
but im riskin all my happiness for sth..
is it worth it?
not only my happiness...
but those around me too..
cant be so self-centred right..
hais..
fucked up.