its depressing when i look thru the pics from my prev phones in the com.. URGH.. i cant fit into those nice nice clothes now, my stomach is bulging out can?! really angry with myself!!! .. if i knew magic, i could just zap my wand and pass all my fats to someone i hate! MUAHAHAHA aiya fuck it la i hate being fat!! can i just stay at home for 1 mth to hibernate and wake up to find my fats gone??? ..i really just wanna hide somewhere... hide from everyone.. dun wanna be called big belly anymore.. :(

1 more week.. and i'll be free