feel kinda left out..
maybe im gettin too sensitive la huh! :)
hmmm..
if one day i'm gone.. just wanna let some pple noe that i really do cherish u peeps.. just that i duno how to show my concern.. i tend to keep things to myself, my problems, opinions, everything.. its not tt i wanna make anyone guilty for not knowing wad to do.. its just tt i don't want anyone to be worried, cos i noe tt we all hav our own probs to deal with. just dont wanna be anyones burden..
but i guess im alr a burden to my parents :X
sometimes when i wanna buy certain things.. i will pause to think for a while, cos.. wad if im dead the nxt day? wont all the money spent on me be wasted?? lols. and sometimes i just dont give a damn, and get whatever i want, but i'll start to have second thoughts after making the purchase..
and thats wad i hate about myself, i always think too much, and all the things i think of is redundant. i shld be thinkin about more sensible stuff like focusin on my studies, hlpin with the shops.. someone once told me not to think about problems, cos it wont help anything. but its like automatic leh. cant stop my mind.
hope this dumb classical thing can pass quickly, then its back to attachment time!!! sch is 9-12pm for almost every day.. its too crazy to be true. how can anyone stand this man!??! having NOTHING to do.. used to love slacking.. but aint in the mood to slack now. guess its also good in a way.. can just focus on LOSING WEIGHT muahahaha~~ going over to TPJC on wed and thurs to jog with sab.. and im gonna turn vegetarian.. HMPH really must jianfei man! eh.. but cant bear the thought of not eating chicken.. T.T
hmmmmmmm.. gonna STUDY now.. lols.. aiming for an A for this module.. my GPA for last sem was 2.3.. really damn bad.. bev must jiayou alr.. and so must all of u!
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