shld i decide myself wad i wanna do
or let strangers decide how my life shld go?
if u wld let me choose the path i wanna live,
i'll still make the same decision again
thou i noe i'll only get disappointed in the end
perhaps im too stubborn,
cos i just don't seem to learn from my prev lessons

there was once when we talked all night..
at the void deck, the staircase,
tts one of the few moments tt i felt u've become so matured
but the nxt day u wld revert back to the same old person again

...........and i guess its all over now.
i wont be able to confide in Bean anymore,
cos he has already left me.

are u happy now?
i hope so.