changed my layout
theres no stars in it
except for the word STARS =x
feeling listless
aint feeling well
apart from working,
been sleeping for the past 3 days
prolly sleeping too much.
slept from 1am til 5pm today
but still feel damn tired.
silly sab, u didnt call me back.. haha
miss ya many many..
maybe 1 day i'll just run down to simei to find u
theres so many things i wanna tell u
i noe how u feel like now,
i really do.. i wish i could just talk to u
but theres so many restrictions..
i'll try..

no more clubbing for now,
not in the mood.
my hotcakes was at dbl o last night
hurhur
but i was alr in my lala land.. lol

got to have a lil chat with bro today
got to have a home cooked meal.. thou alone
...its been ages since i ate at home
nearly teared haha

and i did,
in the toilet during work
i just sat on the floor and cried
partly cos i wasnt feeling well
..felt really down..
duno wad got over me..
prolly all the guilt.. lies and lies and more lies..

don't take me for granted..