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was kinda unlucky last night, lols. was really quiet at Phunk, ann and i walked to and fro from the coffeeshop to dbl o to check out the crowd.. heels was killing me.. alvin was there.. haha he couldnt find his fren and the "doorbitch" wouldnt let the guys in.. and even qi couldnt get in.. only ann and i could.. was kinda irritated.. took a cab down to queens.. we had the whole place to ourself muahahha they opened a jim beam for $150.. and the drinks kept coming.. fnished the whole bottle in less den an hour? don went home, and we all went back to full house..

yea.. puked a lot.. sounds silly.. spendin so much only to end up puking.. hais.. duno lah.. qi was drunk, slept in my toilet.. LOL i couldnt take it.. dropped dead once i got back.. crazy damien.. gave me menstrual pills to eat.. for wad reason, i dont know.. lol just took it all down.. and the next moment i was vomiting like nobodys business.. felt really terrible.. but thanks to qi and anns lameness in the morning.. i felt much better.. hahaha laughed like crazy.. they were biting each other and qi was trying to pull anns shorts out LOL and the farting king, haowen..

usually pple who come to fh, will either disappear in the morning, or slp there til they wake up and leave themselves.. these bunch of pple kinda made my day today, cos they were still there when i woke up.. had lunch, damien and tkp left first.. we went back to my house to get money, den ann and haowen went to get MC, qi accompanied me to serangoon gardens, den went to her house in yishun, and to sch, to lavendar, to bugis, and den back to yishun.. felt kinda bad cos of the travelling fees.. poor ann had to queue in sch all day.. paisei..
had dinner with ann and her frens.. and im at lians house now..

felt really moody.. duno why.. i just wanna break away from everything.. dun wanna think abt anything.. esp my bean... really disappointed.. might not be able to meet up alr.. and beans exams are coming.. duno wad will happen after that.. will u remember wad we agreed on? i guess not.. no more 5 course dinners after work.. haiz.. all the empty talk..

another thing buggin me is my wallet.. mum is gettin suspicious.. she wants to see my bank statement.. im really damn scared tt she will find out i lost my wallet again.. went to make my ic today.. $100 gone.. really worried.. no matter wad i do.. i will keep thinkin about money.. i owe my bro $300.. and i've only got $100 left for the month of MAY.. argh... i think the person who picked up my wallet used my uob card.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i deactivated it too late... really frustrated.. WHAT SHOULD I DO........ I REALLY DUNNO.. was so desperate tt i called bee just to ask her to return me the money.. feels like shit..

im really sorry tt i keep on showin my black face.. and sorry to those whom i blew up and shouted at.. really cant take it.. thanks to those who talk to me, lendin a listenin ear..

as for my personal selling.. really appreciate the help from u guys.. esp aaron, my bro, my dad, mweps and qin and lian for their moral support.. haha..

i feel like im bloggin my last words leh.. lol..