last night was bad. real bad. i yelled at them, couldnt control my emotions.

sneaked into JB with my darling. got a MNG top, tshirts and a tank. woot! had jap food there. damn cheap! enjoyed myself with her =)

to want someone, to have someone by ur side.. it sounds so easy.. but is it tt easy?
everything will come to an end one day.. having funny thoughts.. tryin to push them aside, but to no avail. aint got any confidence, and its makin me feel worse.

8 more days, (: not holding high hopes of being able to celebrate it with some special ones.. guess i must be contented that, at least some remember it..

work at cheers has been pretty fun, starting to mingle with the rest.. gonna learn magic tricks from keat, and maybe i'll be able to hook up handsome guys MUAHAHAHHA just kiddin -_- they are really a fun lot of pple, though i still miss 0508.. theres ZHU ling, ZHU keat, ZHU ni, ZHU ke, ZHU chui and im ZHU ly.. LOLs the rest.. nv join in the ZHU game.. haha keat loves soya bean too.. =)

anyways work starts at 7.30am.. means i've gotta wake up at 5.30am.. lol..