hee i keep bloggin today. really nothing to do at home. read some blogs.. tt set me thinking.. i wonder if i will really dare to say out what im bottling inside here. im not as brave as lian, i just dont have the courage to say what i really feel. i dont dare to face the consequences, if the person really happens to read my entry. anyways now i noe, the person will nv read my blog, so who cares? lols

i dun have any hopes now, not even hopes of being frens with u. sometimes i really wonder, if im too overbearing, or annoying? or was i too nice to u, tt u got scared? or maybe im just not as good as her.. haha yup. i guess im just not good enough. but then again, if i aint good enough, why did u still give me high hopes.. or false hopes, i shld say. feels kinda sad.. we used to play maple together, collect ores together, hunt for things together, watch pple quarrel together.. u used to say "if u dun play den i also dunwan play alr" but now.. u must be doing all these with her. haha u can take everything, i dun need them anymore.. i feel sick when i see my pw.. and it was set by u.. i will never touch maple again..

to those who want my maple stuff,
id: babooly
pw: 040507
id: starrydonut
pw: baboojoe

its a clean slate for me,
one day i'll be able to forget u
and be the same old bev :)
cos ur just not worth it.