excursion to geylang was an eye-opener for me
muahahah
and that little shoppin centre full of shemales..
pretty man.
envious of their figures.
its really high time i start to jianfei
must really set my mind on doing it
ROAR!!!

hmm i duno if u are refering to me in ur blog..
u expect me to show tt i care in actions..
but what about u..
u keep saying u've nv left me.
show it to me, instead of just saying it..
for the past few days
ive been trying to talk to u
but the impression ure giving me,
is tt u dun need me anymore.
when u were down, i tried to help
but u didnt accept my help..
maybe u didnt notice it..
and when certain pple came to talk to u,
u got alright and could even joke around alr.
i felt damn useless at tt time..
and since u didnt need me,
i didnt wanna be a "nuisance" and keep stickin to u
and if u really cared, why arent u doing anything..
u just keep sayin and sayin and saying..
but never doing something..

hmm but today was alright i guess..
i tried to joke around abt ur banana..
not bad.. we finally managed to crap after so long..
hope things will get better hur..

its surprising how pple u've been with for almost a year can disappoint u so much.
and its also surprising how pple u've known for only a few mths can amaze u.
=) i'm glad we got to noe each other better.
though at the expense of gettin attitudes and being judged by other pple.
especially the pple whom u really trust,
but have changed..
it really stabs ur hrt.
im quite scared, who is really true, and who isn't?
who is smiling at me, but actually badmouthing me behind me?
i can't tell.. and i dun wanna find out.. cos i do like everyone of u..