im not tryin to make things worse
i just dun feel like listenin to wad explaination u have
the look u gave me,
wad u shouted,
wad u said about me
it really left a deep impact
i was alr feeling moody,
and when i heard wad u told me
i totally lost it
tts why i cried.
i wasnt tryin to gain sympathy.
im not that kinda person.
i dun need pple to pity me.
im sorry to all my grp members,
except to u.
just a few days ago u were so nice and understanding,
tryin to make me feel better when i got so stressed out.
i wonder how is it tt
u can just change so fast.
like a chameleon.
scary.
if im irritating u by crying,
nvm.
i will nv tear in front of u again.
im really tired of crying
but i just cant stop it.

im leaving tomoro,
maybe when i come back,
i'll forget what had happened.
just maybe.