fuck it
the bad memories just wont go awy
get lost
get out of my head
i still see your bloody face
see you smiling
i hate it
its not sth big
but i just cant forget it
it really left a mark on me
urghhhhhhh

really hate it
hais
alone at home ,
grandma staying over at aunts place
parents not home,
bro in camp,
my mind keeps wandering
i need someone by my side now
=(