yoohoo
hee
duno if im feeling happy or sad now.
thanks chuanzhu, for accompanying me home
its been quite a long time
since someone sat on a long bus ride with me
i've been on my own the past few mths
it feels pretty lonely,
but i guess its good too;
im becomin more independent.
i dont rely on pple to teach me
how to get to places anymore
i find them on my own.
i order my food myself.
i take buses alone
some might bring me to the wrong places
but i learn.
and im learning more each day.
i dun wanna be a burden to anyone.
i need to learn to stand on my own.
sometimes i must admit tt i am weak,
i keep things to myself,
in the end i'll break down
and do silly things
heehee
no worries, bev is alright now
there used to be a "dam" in my hrt
holding everything back
and now i'm beginnin to let go
i wont forget the past,
i will still think of it
but i wont let it pull me down.
cos its just not worth it.
i feel as if a boulder has been lifted off from my hrt
i guess the only word i can think of to describe myself now,
is happy.
=)