i find my life extremely mundane
daydreaming, thinking about things everyday
doing nothing,
just living without any goals to strive for
its the 17th year of my life
up til now
i still duno what i wan in life.
im just living each day as it goes
hais.........
im slowly becomin anti-social
cant seem to mingle with the pple around me anymore
i just dun hav the mood to joke..
to even say anything..
i just nod.. shake my head.. or just stare blankly into space
its just tt.. i have lost interest in everything
i wish i could just die in my dreams.
breathe my very last breath,
and just leave this world quietly
without anyone knowing..
its not because you- are gone.
u were impt to me,
but not to the extent whereby i will kill myself if u leave
pple come and go.
i cant make anyone stay by my side if they dun wan to.
i'm almost over you- now.
pls dun return,
cos i dun wanna think of you- anymore.
you- thought tt you- were trying too hard;
but i felt tt you- did nothing at all for me.
you- didnt even dare to link me in ur blog..
haha