its 4am now..
cant slp..
i waited for ur call..
but we talked for less den 30seconds
u didnt even tell me to take care..
i guess some pple are more impt..
even maple is more impt..
u cant even sacrifice a little time to come and visit me..
i noe where i stand..
i wont cling on to u..
im not so desperate.. haha
i dont expect much from u
cos i noe u are not obligated to treat me exceptionally well..
but just a little care and concern like before..
is tt too much to ask of u?
even frens will care for each other..
all those things u said in the past..
was it all just lip service?
u hurt me once,
and now u've hurt me again
the pain just gets deeper each time.


im not tryin to gain sympathy from anyone thru typin all these out..
only 4 of u noe about this blog.. no one else knows
i just wanna say out how i feel..
i noe im gettin emotional again
but i cant help it..
if u were in my shoes..
can u stop urself from feelin so miserable?
if u can, i'll really salute u.