how can one's feelings change so fast?!
i really can't understand..


over the years..
i've liked a few pple..
most were girls..
or should i say, so far i've only liked 1 guy.
the rest were girls.
but i never went into a r/s with them
silly isn't it?
its cos.. i dun wanna lose them
r/s will end sooner or later
friendships may end, but at least, they last longer.

i'm tryin to change, tryin to accept the fact tt
girls shld go with guys, and vice versa
its hard, but i'm trying.
there's still some fear in me, when i get too close to a guy
i've got to break thru this psychological barrier..
and i hope i can.

i duno if i'm thinkin too much or wad..
but i feel tt we are startin to drift apart again..
u used to be so nice, so thoughtful..
u would sms me touching words..
try to meet up every now and then..
but now..
is it because of ur exams?
hais.. u hav time for others.. for maple..
but no time for me.
i dont expect much,
just a simple sms will do..
or does being too good to u, make u feel pressurized?

maybe this will be our 2nd goodbye for good..
maybe we'll contact again nxt yr..